Psychology presentation, I was nervous lah (as usual). So my voice was shaky (as usual). Crap lah! Why can't I be more..yah. Damn! Aiyah! Crap lah, it always cause me my marks lah! Damn! Can cure or not? Wah liao..Sucks you know. Aiyah.

Oh! Wenxin told me something interesting happened after BMic, before psycho started. I found it rather amusing. If only I was there. Oh well...

Today was a roller coaster ride. Full of ups and downs. When things seemed to get better, I had to spoil it all! What the hell lah. Why can't I be wiser or something. Spoil everyone's mood. Argh! I really don't know what I was thinking lah. I did one stupid mistake, affected everyone abit. Then did another stupid thing. Everything became worse! What's wrong with me these few days? I'm so useless lah, friends need help, I got nothing to say, no words of advice (not like I give good advices), nothing comforting to say. Haiz. When everyone's feeling better, I make things worse, much worse. I don't know what's going to happen now. Wanted to build it up, but I don't know if what I did destroyed everything. I'm so angry at myself lah! Damn! Stuuupid!

Sorry to those who were affected, I really don't know what I was thinking lah. If I made you angry or something, I'm really really sorry.

Yong, I hope you are feeling better, if not, you can come and talk to this 'wall' here.

Please don't ask what happened etc, what you read here, is all you get.