Just came back from dinner at ECP, not with Fresa and Shafiqa though, we my family. My father brought us to the cable ski there. Sent my bro to camp after that. Can't say I enjoyed myself, cause I didn't.

Anyway, met Fresa and Shafiqa in the afternoon. Supposed to go to ECP right? But we didn't. We went to Parkway Parade to eat lunch, walk around a little (Parkway isn't exactly fun). Waited for the rain to stop, but never.

Went to Katong Village there to play pool. $4/hour. Eug happened to be there. He's like working there lah. Sort of. Good job sia, slack+fun if you like to play pool. He today like never play properly. Was watching him play. Hmm..

Then took a cab down to TM (why do we always have to go to TM?) to buy Shafiqa's slippers. Fresa also bought her's cause both of them the slipper super worn out. Like can fall any moment.

Wanted to eat ice cream together. But as usual, my mother called cause she coming home liao. So ya. I purposely took bus. Then happened to miss 31. Best. So after leaving TM until reaching home I took about 1 hour 20 minues.

Came home, my father asked why never tell I going some other place. I said I just reached TM then called home, then you all happened to be coming home, so I left. He like not happy with the answer. Heck. My mother, never say anything. But in the car, she asked me something and I replied in a very sian tone, cause I was super sian. Then she asked why I talk like wanna die like that. I really didn't feel like doing anything. My bro also asked why I look so tired. It's not that I'm tired, I just don't feel like going home what. Damn sian one leh.

I think I shall not go out often during the holidays lah. Since they want me to stay at home, then I shall. I shall not do anything. I also don't understand why they want me to stay at home. For what? Clean the house? But you employ maid liao. I use computer, you not happy. I watch TV, also cannot. WHAT IN THE WORLD YOU WANT ME TO DO?!!! Go out also must think if can reach home in time. Why must I think of that? Why can't you let me enjoy myself. Not as if I have very bad grades in school. If I have, and you don't allow me, I understand. But I just don't get it lah!

Tell me how many 18/19 year old girls, only daughter, still got to ask for permission to go out, have to come home at 7? You tell me lah. I damn fed up lah. I feel damn bad. Especially today. Shafiqa and Fresa looking at this polo tee in Giordano, then my mother call ask me to go home. Then they leave the shop just to send me off, even though I said don't need. I feel like I'm disturbing people. Then want to plan to go out, always have to ask me if my parents allow. I don't like it!! Then if can, what time must reach home. I have enough off these kind of questions. So if anyone out there think they don't have freedom to go out or something. Please compare your life with mine. See who's life is worse. It's meaningless to me to go out. In the end, I have to think about the time. Spoils my mood and I think it affects the other people also.

Going to explode soon one day. People, take cover.