Today during AdFS lab, Dr Lee called me. He asked if I was coping well with AdFS and FPr. He asked if I passed my all my quiz. I said I think I passed, cannot remember my marks. He said if got any problem in AdFS can find him or Ms Ng and for FPr can find him or Mr. Tan. First time I'm being called by a teacher to talk about my grades. Die liao lah. I guess my grades are really going down the drain. Why? Cause I feel very sian about this course liao. I find it meaningless to study leh. Everyday go lecture, feel like sleeping. Cannot seem to pay attention liao. My mind just can't seem to concentrate on what the teacher is talking about. Suddenly I seem to regret taking this course. Why never take something like Zi Jing, some Audio and Visual Technology. Or something else lah. Why I choose science? Why I choose to do PBPN, which is a super difficult to do. Man.. I hate Bio now.. So many things to remember!! Kill me someone.

Then OSIP, suddenly I don't feel like going liao. Got a lot of factors lah, like must go for interview, must submit CV and other stuff. But I don't think I can withdraw. Cause Xinying wants to go, so I'm her partner. So yah. Oh well.